1 more down!! 7 more!!

so..one subject down!! 8 more to go T.T

to every single student who are taking O levels starting from tmr. this is it. 4 years of lessons, and this is it. its the 2.3km benchmark of your 2.4km run.either you give up and let many overtake, or sprint and overtake.all the best! well, as a competitor, i hope all of you fail!, but as a friend, jiayou and do your best, lets kill the paper!

i have nothing to post.but i just felt like posting.anyway today was a healthy day. morning went and run, and shit i realise i cant run. HAHAS.gonna train train train train.den evening went cycle. ZZZZ so tired now.

O levels is less than one week away. i am still not feeling the rush. although sometimes i get real stress, but it doesnt make me work harder. i think if i do badly for this exam its gonna be my biggest regret of my life. still that doesnt make me work hard. i need motivational drink/pills.

i am starting to miss school le. its like, everyday at home no friends and no teachers. and i might not see some of you for the rest of my LIFE!

listening to big bang songs. haru haru is real real real nice!!

everytime i feel discontented, it is always because i compare. but if i dun compare, there no driving force to push me to improve. if i dun improve, i will still be discontented.. =(

actually exams are not that fair. cos it is suppose to test one's intelligence. so there shouldnt be such things as preparing for exams. cos that would be a test of one's endurance and ability to memorise notes. should just have surprise exams or something. that way everyone will enter the exam hall unprepared and take the test equally. right? hahas. OR just throw us a random subject that we didnt study for. like.... stuff that requires higher level thinking. this way we know hu are the really smart ones. plus we will do the paper in peace and no stress at all. that would be so much more meaningful and easier for us. right? maybe i will do much worst than what i am doing now. but i will definitely enjoy life more.

_l_

first day of study leave. starting to like it. seems like there is ample time for me to study. trying hard to concentrate on my studies now. den mousehunt suddenly say ronza coming.sian one lo.. plus i now no money.. shit.. need to start saving money for the new traps.. this friday is victoria junior college open house. gonna go and have a look. maybe i will be motivated by the nice environment there den start to mug doublely hard. i really wanna go to vjc la.. seriously wanna go. but it seems like mission impossible. l1r5 need to be 7. means all A1 and 1 A2.my language lucky lucky also get b3 only.. sian one lo.. aiya i think i shall stop wasting time thinking of it and continue studying.

~byebye~