2 days to prom!! and i am really not that looking forward to it.. many reasons. shall not share.hahas. anyway i guess i am done with my shopping le. spent 240 in total, plus the dinner 315. woah.just one night i spent 315. the food better be really nice. and the place better be really nice and that night better be really fun. otherwise its money wasted. i hope that no one will wear the same things as me. although i am quite sure that someone comfirm clash with me. hope that all of you out there doesnt clash with someone else too... it will be weird having photos of 2 friends in the same dress/ outfit. i dun think my outfit is nice. i just hope no one comes up to me and say " omg! qinhui what happen? " that would suck like mad. worse still people backstabbing me and " omg! hahas! what happen to qinhui? "

do i actually really have a friend? will anyone miss me? i mean like, i think i am a "okay with/without friend" lo. doesnt really matter if i was deleted from people's life. feel so shi bai now.. hais....

decided to lengthen my post. okay let's gossip about gossip shall we? i think that gossiping is really really interesting. it holds many secrets that are secretive. -.- why do people gossip? well... i gossip out of pure curiousity, and actually the only gossips i really wanna hear is about myself. like how do people view me, am i a bitch? an irritatin bitch? an insensitive boy? a lousy friend? hmm.. i dun really care about what people say about me. although i will be affected by it. how to explain leh??.. er.. okay i will be affected but will not change. i am stubborn. yes i am stubborn. i only accept my views and dun give shit about other people's views. what am i suppose to do?? what what what?

haiyo. and we(ben,yx,kelyn) had a talk and found out i was quite irritating during the genting trip. okay, seriously i dunno why, and you all dun wanna tell me why. so nvm lo. too bad i will stay irritating. and i think i said something like i dun like people who hates people. doesnt that make me one of them? okay i mean like those people who really really hates people. (not targetting anyone here, just a general opinion) i think it really spoils your own image.

and yun xuan says that deep down inside her she really really hate me and regret knowing me. really really? cos deep down inside me i think of you as a good friend eh.. nan dao i really so shi bai until that stage meh?

through this 4 years in anglican high. i have seen many people change. some for the good some for the bad. but there's one i cant see, myself. did i change? like alot? arss...

posted on facebook and asked if anyone will miss me and darren said nopes. that sucks man. but darren. i will for sure miss you fat pig. like really miss you alot. although some times you become irritatin and keep owning me. but i will really miss you, gym instructor.