had a super super cool dream yesterday. guess what it was about. AMAZING race. its like a marathon plus task at each station kinda thing. both add together = amazing race. i can rmb there was about 4 stations. got one is to eat 10 sausages. omg that was the gross one. almost vomitted in my dream. den i rmb going around and asking people where is the place i was suppose to go to. and it really felt so real. i think i was one of the top 3 in my dream. hahas. really really dreaming.

then i got this nightmare, but i cant rmb what was it about. but it was scary. like someone hurting me or my family liddat. really scary..

and it seems like no one blogs anymore nowadays. all blogs are either deleted or dead. i should leave mine to die also.

just had dinner buffet at sakura with the ncc people. den we took photo like at the end of it. and i felt so out of place taking photos with the ncc people. like, am i really suppose to be inside the photo? or should i be the one taking photo for them? hmm...

2 days to prom!! and i am really not that looking forward to it.. many reasons. shall not share.hahas. anyway i guess i am done with my shopping le. spent 240 in total, plus the dinner 315. woah.just one night i spent 315. the food better be really nice. and the place better be really nice and that night better be really fun. otherwise its money wasted. i hope that no one will wear the same things as me. although i am quite sure that someone comfirm clash with me. hope that all of you out there doesnt clash with someone else too... it will be weird having photos of 2 friends in the same dress/ outfit. i dun think my outfit is nice. i just hope no one comes up to me and say " omg! qinhui what happen? " that would suck like mad. worse still people backstabbing me and " omg! hahas! what happen to qinhui? "

do i actually really have a friend? will anyone miss me? i mean like, i think i am a "okay with/without friend" lo. doesnt really matter if i was deleted from people's life. feel so shi bai now.. hais....

decided to lengthen my post. okay let's gossip about gossip shall we? i think that gossiping is really really interesting. it holds many secrets that are secretive. -.- why do people gossip? well... i gossip out of pure curiousity, and actually the only gossips i really wanna hear is about myself. like how do people view me, am i a bitch? an irritatin bitch? an insensitive boy? a lousy friend? hmm.. i dun really care about what people say about me. although i will be affected by it. how to explain leh??.. er.. okay i will be affected but will not change. i am stubborn. yes i am stubborn. i only accept my views and dun give shit about other people's views. what am i suppose to do?? what what what?

haiyo. and we(ben,yx,kelyn) had a talk and found out i was quite irritating during the genting trip. okay, seriously i dunno why, and you all dun wanna tell me why. so nvm lo. too bad i will stay irritating. and i think i said something like i dun like people who hates people. doesnt that make me one of them? okay i mean like those people who really really hates people. (not targetting anyone here, just a general opinion) i think it really spoils your own image.

and yun xuan says that deep down inside her she really really hate me and regret knowing me. really really? cos deep down inside me i think of you as a good friend eh.. nan dao i really so shi bai until that stage meh?

through this 4 years in anglican high. i have seen many people change. some for the good some for the bad. but there's one i cant see, myself. did i change? like alot? arss...

posted on facebook and asked if anyone will miss me and darren said nopes. that sucks man. but darren. i will for sure miss you fat pig. like really miss you alot. although some times you become irritatin and keep owning me. but i will really miss you, gym instructor.

stupid.

hi.this is a stupid post cos im stupid.today i slept until 12.didnt go to elias mall to buy waffle cos im an idiot pig.just came back from malaysia.very fun.play the space shot i almost die.

today went to orchard.initially was for the registration for isetan job.stupid people say they didnt call me so next time.but never mind.i forgive them.i forgive everyone.because im stupid.

then went to aston.finally.great pork chop.but bbq chicken is better.

okay im stupid so i shall end this stupid post.

tada!

i finished primary school, secondary school, and my life have just started to get abit more meaningful. i am 'suppose' and i want to take on this course that teaches you how to fly a plane. but the problem is that there is a series of applications, health checks, interview? why so troublesome de? i give them money just teach me la. stupid. if i get in, i could really turn out to be a pilot in future. so, i am definitely giving it a shot. who wanna be my first passenger? =) pls pls pls let me take the course.

so, tomorrow is physics paper 2 and i am so haolian/confident that i am not doing anything. surfed youtube and this video caught my attention. Enjoy!

half way through with O levels and it wasnt as bad as it "should" be. its actually quite fun. abit stress here and there, but everytime come out of the exam hall den get to laugh at other people stupid mistakes is nice. although sometimes i made the same mistake, but still laugh at them.

today was history paper, den suddenly i saw this guy from VS walking into the hall, everyone was like???? den nvm, after the paper i forgot about it, until wenjie told me that he was late for exam and came to our school (being nearer) to sit for the exam. i didnt even know that was do-able. should try to fake late den go some girl's school take.WAHAHAHAS.zhuan dao lots.hahas.

chem and ss finished!! chem was the biggest kenazai paper. personally i think that its freaking easy, but how come i minus more den 7marks le?!?! bloody hell.tmr is history, best of luck everyone.

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